I never thought life will be so complex some day, its surprising,amusing, yet has a mixed flavor of happiness and sadness. I know what she feels about me, she feels good, but it wont work out as it has so many complications in it, which will compromise our relation in such a way that there wont be any love. So i GAVE UP, people think its being coward or being a loser, buts in reality its a complicated desicion comparing whats ordinate and whats inordinate, whats worthy what and what must be done in this complex mess. And I know the guy who loves her, loves her more then me :) and i feel thats more then good enough for me to be happy for it. I want to find any possible way to show that guy is wrong and take her back but that guy is perfect for her.
Today i tried to work on my goal, studying alot and more focus on it, and trying to loose some weight :) dont like my current body contour, so Fasting and a bit exercise and working on proper diet, not too much nor to less :)
I knw you must be reading it , and you would have cried a bit :)
if u will, i will lick it dry :)
and janab :)
Dair Lagi Laikin, Mainay jeena seekh lia :)
It Took time but, i have learned how to live. :)
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